Sometimes you know all along how things will go. And sometimes you know exactly what is happening all along but choose to ignore it because… well, you want to believe you are wrong and "this time" is different. All the signs are flashing, everything is clear but why accept reality until you absolutely have to? In the end, nothing ever really turns out differently. Then again, if you constantly end up in the same situation, you have to ask what you're doing wrong.

What shall I change next? I do need a dramatic change to move forward with and wonder what I will choose for it to be.

Soundtrack du jour – Lakmé (Léo Delibes)