Walking Thoughts
–Marvin Bell
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Walking Thoughts
–Marvin Bell
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The Dance
–William Carlos WilliamsWhen the snow falls the flakes spin upon the long axisthat concerns them most intimatelytwo and two to make a dancethe mind dances with itself,taking you by the hand,your lover followsthere are always two,yourself and the other,the point of your shoe setting the pace,if you break away and runthe dance is overBreathlessly you will takeanother partnerbetter or worse who will keepat your side, at your stopswhirls and glides until he tooleaves offon his way down as ifthere were another directiongayer, more carefreespinning face to face but always downwith each other secureonly in each other’s armsBut only the dance is sure!make it your own.Who can tellwhat is to come of it?in the woods of yourown nature whatevertwig interposes, and bare twigshave an actuality of their ownthis flurry of the stormthat holds us,plays with us and discards usdancing, dancing as may be credible.
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Bells
–Bruce BondWind with barely a world in its path makes no sound.
And then the banner lifts and flutters. The one hand claps.Bronze comes invisibly to life, and the startled temple
mourns the missing hand. Who here is not a child of bells.They blow to song the abstracts of men through the open
garret. Who is it now, I wonder. And the bells turn backto stone. Today I watched a movie of the killing. I thought,
perhaps, it would make me wise, responsive, or, in excitedhorror, prone to see suspicion blown into a monster. I
am just one hand after all. A man is there. I do know this.Bones of light, flesh of shadow, and as the gun goes off,
the wind of the known trajectory blows an abstract of menthrough the open lesion. Who here is not a child.
Fire moves through broken windows and the figures ina riot, and the names get taken down or lost. Night burns.
Embers graze the eye, but the movie does not change.Characters are cast, in bronze this time, committed, bound
to mistakes they made or suffered or deepened by neglect.Those who walk the tear gas go unseen. Some are pulled
aside, questioned, searched, and never found. Othershang in the heart of the bayou like bells, and no one hears.
Some walk the pathless walk of bronze in the tower.Forward and back, the stride of the breath and the broom
and the hasp of the flag beaten into wind and cinders.However singular the bullet and path of light, the door
in the body swings both ways. In. And farther in.The banner claps the air, and somewhere men prepare
the body for the viewing. Flowers release their ghost.Overhead you hear the silence on which music lies.
It is template-hard, cold, steady as the embalmer’s table.Say the widow is the one hand, her open bed the other.
The bronze that strikes her from her nightmare is the bell.I have felt my own music overfill the vessel of the killer.
Whatever the misconception, it is looking for another:a word to strike, a mirror, a wall. And now the movie
has come down offline. The children are sequestered.The gun-metal river goes cold. Wind with barely a world
in its path fills and empties the needles of the valley.Where there is a breath, there is an obstacle in its path.
America touches no one in particular and so a little of all.It cracks as men in grief and office do. Every bell there
is two bells, one silent, the other made of words that so missthe world, they ask, look. They break us open, and then,
in tired voices, break, so full of promise, they cannot find us.
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What Remained of Me
–Robert M. DrakeI am convinced
that all of us live
without knowing
who we are,
and it is only
in the end
of something we love
where we seem to find
a little more of ourselves.You were the hidden
secret
to all the things
I will never know.You were
what remained of me,
and it is all funny,
too funny
how you are not here,
but I can feel myself
getting closer to youmore than ever,
more than before.
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Getting Off
I closed my eyes, held my breath
and tried to lie quite still
Refused to believe that death
applied to me, until
Getting On
The husk may crack
The chalksticks creak
The brain confused
The pulse is weakBut Time is your own, at least
And that beast, Passion
No longer screams to be fed.
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Happy Ending
–Fleur AdcockAfter they had not made love
she pulled the sheet up over her eyes
until he was buttoning his shirt:
not shyness for their bodies – those
they had willingly displayed – but a frail
endeavour to apologise.
Later, though, drawn together by
a distaste for such ‘untidy ends’
they agreed to meet again; whereuponthey giggled, reminisced, held hands
as though what they had made was love –
and not that happier outcome, friends.
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Aubade as Fuel
Your lip an abstraction of iris always arousing
the question of the bed. Which goodbye lasts?
Only yesterday my hands rich with dirt. I told you
Milkweed is my new salvation addiction. You know
I always need to save something, to control it.
I can make a pollen island, make your collarbone
a spiritual landscape, the air around us orange
and alive. The shape you left in the sheets
a Rorschach I read as a rattlesnake’s skeleton
in the silverware drawer, no, a fire in a cabin,
no, a cabin on fire, the absence it will make.
But look at me now, my heat signature a whole
bouquet of howling, straddling scarves of smoke.
Love Song
–A.R. AmmonsLike the hills under dusk you
fall away from the light:
you deepen: the green
light darkens
and you are nearly lost:
only so much light as
stars keep
manifests your face:
the total night in
myself raves
for the light along your lips.
The Old Land
–
In the old land,
People perished not from hunger
But from gorging on lust and liver.Birds flew backward, thoughts swarmed
Against foreheads. Grass vined up stakes,
Sprouted out of the eyes of the impaled.In the old land,
The mountains were seasonally flattened,
Carved and rolled up like woven prayer mats.The sky was shallow and piebald in the fall,
Striped and shiny when it rained or snowed,
So splendorous we’d go blind, lose our minds.In the old land,
Homes were made of honeycomb and straw,
Cars ran on blood, melted pennies, bones.Streets zigzagged like startled antelopes.
Life and death were simple and whole,
No need for explanation, let alone hope.In the old land,
Love was meant for strangers and their dogs,
Yowling, licking wounds, sore lymph nodes.We were living our long lives at home,
Until we sank and resurfaced in this void,
Different skins, goggled eyes, nowhere to go.Just to be as we were, we had to destroy
All the wrong distant lands, the many
Scared elsewheres, banging at our doors.