Milk Nightmare
–Sachiko MurakamiNight training: a babe becomes accustomed
to the soothing taste of absence.
That same child grows up
and chooses a safe word: milk.–
I say, We need milk. Everyone agrees
to my duplicity. I pantomime mouthfuls
of emptiness, one hand on the doorknob.–
Need seems like the only memory
when it is present. First driving need,
then flat-out more. Hauled
to the brink of nightmare
conclusion, counting seconds.Need. Need. Need.
Need. Need.–
Need more.
–
Claw the dream dictionary
looking for citations
of original thirst.Scrub the carpet’s traces
of spilled milk.Count every Tuesday you wake up,
thirsty, needful, sore.
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