I Will Have to Begin
I will have to begin to remember you
When someone else begins to discover you, the inside
Of your soft thighs above the stockings and when you laugh,
Developing the first pictures for his future dreams.
And I will have to forget you.
When someone else begins to remember you
When some other elses begin to discover you.
And my life is empty like a flower when they plucked
All its petals: yes, no, yes, no, yes.
And to be alone is to be in a place
Where we were never together, and to be alone is
To forget you are like this: to want to pay for two
In a bus and travel alone.
Now I shall cover the mirror like your pictures
And lie down to sleep. The birds of the sky will eat
The flesh of my sleep. The dogs will lick
My blood inside. You won’t see a thing outside.
i will have to begin
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