A Vacancy Instead of You
–Elena Kostyleva
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A Vacancy Instead of You
–Elena Kostyleva
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The Meaning of Simplicity
I hide behind simple objects so you may find me,
if you do not find me, you will find the objects,
you will touch those objects my hand has touched,
the traces of our hands will mingle.
The August moon gleams like a tin kitchen kettle
(what I am telling you becomes like that),
it lights up the empty house and silence kneeling in the house
silence is always kneeling.
Every single word is an exodus
for a meeting, cancelled many times,
it is a true word when it insists on the meeting.
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Absence, Presence
Every absence is an ancestor: speak to it,ignore it, feed it, turn it out of doors,it will not matter— It knows where you live,which side of the pillow you prefer in sleep,where you buy eggs and milk and toiletpaper. It knows whom you last kissed on the mouth,how you cried to read that poem written byyour daughter, your bewilderment at the strokeafter stroke of bad luck that came the yearyou decided to say I do to your green, unprovenheart. The roses in the garden bloomed and withered,and then came back. Dormant doesn’t mean dead,only sleeping. Winter is another form of absence,some say a kindness: substituting whiteafter white for all the gutted fields beforetheir softening in spring. Absence, presence—I bow to you my ancestors; I stoke the fireand save the bones for soup in these cold monthswhen I am most reminded I am your kin.
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At the Lake
–Michael Lee
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Definition of Attraction
On a fully broken-in animal’s back
a fully broken-in animal rides.
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Films Begin with a Funeral
–Mala Malanova
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Pupation
–Fleur AdcockBooks, music, the garden, cats:
I have cocooned myself
in solitude, fatly silken.
Settled?
I flatter myself.
Things buzz under my ribs;
there are ticklings, dim blunderings.
Ichneumon flies have got in.
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To You
–Kenneth KochI love you as a sheriff searches for a walnutThat will solve a murder case unsolved for yearsBecause the murderer left it in the snow beside a windowThrough which he saw her head, connecting withHer shoulders by a neck, and laid a redRoof in her heart. For this we live a thousand years;For this we love, and we live because we love, we are notInside a bottle, thank goodness! I love you as aKid searches for a goat; I am crazier than shirttailsIn the wind, when you’re near, a wind that blows fromThe big blue sea, so shiny so deep and so unlike us;I think I am bicycling across an Africa of green and white fieldsAlways, to be near you, even in my heartWhen I’m awake, which swims, and also I believe that youAre trustworthy as the sidewalk which leads me toThe place where I again think of you, a newHarmony of thoughts! I love you as the sunlight leads the prowOf a ship which sailsFrom Hartford to Miami, and I love youBest at dawn, when even before I am awake the sunReceives me in the questions which you always pose.
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I Have Dead People
I have dead people, buried in the air.
–Yehuda Amichai
I have a bereaved mother while I’m still alive.
I am like a place
At war with time.
Once, the green color rejoiced
Near your face in the window.
Only in my dreams
Do I still love hard.
That Spring Everything Grew Wild and The Rain Came Down Like Punishment
–Clementine von RadicsI sat on the fire escape
until the ashtrays were snowdrifts,
watching for storms on the horizon.
Begging the world for a reason
to lock all the doors.Change came to me
so ugly then.
Showed up alone
with moldy suitcases
and too many demands, speaking
the language of hard looks
and wine headaches.
Telling me things I did not want
to know, growling,Getting everything you ever wanted
does not make you want lessand
You break the hearts
of better people
who get in your way.When will I stop belonging
to this hungry thing inside me?What no one ever talks about
is how dangerous hope can be.
Call it forgiveness
with teeth.
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